looks just like the sun...

dashboard ornament <3

aww i love this lil guy :)

lounging on my bed listening to broken social scene.  

it's been a lazy beginning to my day thus far 

and i can't say that i mind all that much.

they've been working on the highway behind my house 

so i was woke up early by that, and my lovely sister's cat having a hairball issue.  haha what a weird morning.  

anyways, not too much going on really.  

i got to see my new favorite band [maps & atlases] play back on 9.9.08 

which was fantastic.  hah i spent $40, that i didn't have, on their merch.  

i really hope they come back soon.  i've been enjoying the fall weather, 

and have already had 3 pumpkin spice lattes since they've been back at starbucks.  mmmmMm

work has been overall crap lately since i've been annoyed by several things going on there.  a few of which have since been resolved.  but still.  ugh i wish i knew of a job that i would actually like to go to every day. but usually i don't even know what i like half of the time, so that's a bit of a challenge ;) 

i've let myself go, and stopped any form of trying to better myself.  as a result of this, i am going back into my old ways of being disconnected from everyone around me.  i'm hoping that this recent interest in changing that happens for real.  because this is nothing to fool around with.  especially going into prime depression months ahead.  eeeeep

i have no real consistent thoughts in my head. 

so bulletpoints will suffice for now.

-i need a new job.  &/or a 2nd job.

-i have no money to pay for my car. 

-student loans are kicking my ass

-not using said education is also kicking my ass.  mainly emotionally.

-i need to figure out my personality flaws and address some of them.

-this presidential election is scaring me.  no jokes

-i need to get out of my bed.  it's 230pm for goodness sakes.

park that car

drop that phone

sleep on the floor

dream about me